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flower power

date: 06/10/24
feeling: hopeful ✿

spring is here, thank fucking god. it's my favorite season and finally the time for my plants to stop dying so... yay.
speaking of plants, i'm having a huge flower phase and now my house is full of them everywhere. it makes me really excited to be alive and to do stuff around the house. how can a $30 flower bouquet be the sole reason for my entire dopamine production? amazing.

also, a couple of updates:
i watched longlegs and, although it didnt make me scared in the slightest, it was really fun to watch. nicolas cage is so cunty, i love him. october is also a month to watch and rewatch horror movies so i'm hoping to see something good for once or i'll be forced to watch saw 1 for the 156th time.
still haven't framed my new posters. heh
i'm having a halloween party and spent too much money on decorations.
started a japanese magazine collection, someday i'll catalog them in the collection page, who knows.

i'm hoping for good things to come this month. please don't upset me, october.

i'm excited about: halloween, costumes, themed drinks, gleemer's new album.
current obsessions: king proteas, cute skirts and colorful socks, silk scarfs, dressing like a upper midclass goth grandmother.

little burnout season

date: 26/08/24
feeling: gloomy ☁︎

i think winter finally started after almost two months of impossibly hot weather. it's really cold here, and i'm honestly not used to it, so i think it's not great for my mental health right now. i was feeling pretty consistent in my energy levels and pretty satisfied with how i was managing to do a bunch of exciting stuff (including this blog), but now i just can't find any inspiration or willpower to do anything at all.
overall, i'm trying to be gentle and reminding myself that this is all for my own enjoyment so i don't need to set milestones or achieve specific goals with the things i actually like doing. so here's to hoping i can keep my overthinking habits in check.

on other topics, soju (my baby cat!) is growing more and more every second and now looks like a tall, lanky teenager. i made a mean cheesecake in the air fryer. also managed to cook a birthday lunch for six people without crying once (happy birthday greg!).

i'm excited about: my best friend coming to visit, wearing fluffy socks, watching longlegs, eating unhealthy amounts of sweets, framing new posters.
current obsessions: stamps, haunted houses, unfiction/creepypastas, engineering a household item from scratch.